Thursday, October 28, 2010
Suffering
As much as I wish this would all just go away, its not. WOW have things been tough. I feel like giving up. I need to go 90 days with NOTHING. Longest I went before was 42 days so this is going to be PURE HELL. Sure I've made a lot of progress, but the mountain still seems so freaking high. Each day I wake up feeling like its groundhog day. There are things in my life I should be very happy about right now, yet I find myself not caring about much of anything. The things I've worked so hard to get, now mean nothing. I'm hoping with the help of God, treatment, and time things will get better. I feel so damn beat up from a life of misery that finding the strength to fight this battle and my past seems impossible. Is there anyway I can just rewind my life back to when I was around 8 yrs old and try life over again?
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Don't give up!
ReplyDeleteHey Kristenamber I appreciate your kind words. I am hoping to becoming a follower of my blog. It would really mean the world to me if you did. Knowing others care and are reading my blog will help guide me on the road to recovery. Again thanks and I hope to see you show up as a follower!
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